so ive got these 2 friends of mines jimmy and lawrence. jimmy always says ima blogg so lawrence got into it and well my physcian says to find a way to let everything out slowly so i took a look into what my 2 friends do and well here i am letting it out.
well the day of july 3rd 2008 i went to the doctors office..to find out i may have depression/post-pardom depression. in my head im thinking maybe it isnt real maybe its a trick, but to really find out its another trouble added to the many i deal with every day. theni realize how long the days have been..its only been 24 hours but felt like 100 hours. i mean if a day could feel so long shouldnt life feel as does the day. i mean what can i do right but to ride it out. i have bittin more than i should have. everything seems as you want it to then you step back and realize whats going on and hope everything turns out ok. people ask me how it feels to be in my shoes..i honeslty could not begin to describe. most people say "let it out" or "dont worry things will turn out" or my favorite "you'll be alright we alll go through things like that/this" in my head im wondering how the in fuck do you know.
on another note i am at the state capitol (cali that it) to celebrate independence day and well the day didnt start off so well but its ended pretty chill. we as a family decided to go to raging waters out here tomarrow(saturday) to have "fun in the sun" as my cousin would call it. so hopefully it wont be a bust right. another day to come and ill catch up on this
thanks to jimmy telling lawrence and lawrence telling me now im hooked. okay im out.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
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